Crystal Kay Konna ni Chikaku de

i love this song, i can relate to it

the translation of this song is not mine & will never be...
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koi ga setsunai to sugu soba de kizuita ano yoru
datte hoka no dare yori anata no koto wo shitteiru kara
itsumo no sarigenai yasashisa sae
kono mune wo shimetsuketeku

konna ni, konna ni, chikaku de mitsumete mo
doushite, doushite, tada no tomodachi na no
donna ni, donna ni, tsuyoku omotteitemo
tsutaerarenai
You dont understand
Im so in love with you

genki nai yoro to anata kara iwareta shunkan
namida koko sue kubi de nebusoku kara de iiwakeshita
ichiban taisetsu na hito ni uso wo kasaneteku ima no watashi

mainichi, mainichi, mune ga kurushii kara
ikutsu mo, ikutsu mo, nemureru yoru wo koe
hajimete, hajimete, deatta ano hibi mata
modoreru no nara ii no ni
Im so in love with you

aishiteiru to tsugetai ii to
mou nido to egao ni ha modorenai kamoshirenai
keredo tomodachi no mama tsugeri wa nai wa koi ijou
watashi dekinai kara

hontou wa, hontou wa, zutto suki datta no
itsudemo, itsudemo, aishitsuzukete ta no
anata ni, anata ni, todoketai kimochi wo
aoi sora e to sasayaku
Im so in love with you

I realized that love was painful that night by your side
Because I know you better than anyone else
Your everyday kindness
Makes my heart ache

Just like this, I look at you from up close
But why, why are we only just friends?
No matter how strong my feelings are
I cant convey it to you
You dont understand
Im so in love with you

It was a dull night the moment you said it
The tears that reached the tip of my neck were the reason I couldnt sleep. (!?)
Right now Im always lying to my most precious person

Every day, every day, my heart is in pain
Countless, Countless sleepness nights overcome
That first, that first day we met
It'd be so great if I could return to it
I'm so in love with you

Itd be nice to confess and love you
Is it impossible to go back to our smiling faces?
Although remaining as friends and not confessing might be better than love
Because Im not able to do it anyway

Truly, truly Ive always loved you
I always, always want to continue loving you
I want to send these feelings to you
I whisper them to the blue sky
Im so in love with you

This, this close I'm watching you
Why, why are we only friends?
No matter how, no matter how strong my feelings are
I cant convey it to you
You dont understand
Im so in love with you