Noahs birth video *stillbirth*

This video is me, raw, unedited footage of birth to my baby boy Noah, who was born asleep on May the 7th 2015.

Don't watch it if you don't want to see the content. For me it's keeping my sons memory alive, showing he really was here, he was my baby.

We are open to talk about, and show off our beautiful boy so if you want to know more about our Noah come to our blog 
thebestmummyanddaddywecanbe.tumblr.com

I was heavily medicated, so I apologise for my stupidity.
Once I reached 8cm I finally had pain relief uncommonly used in labour as it would usually pass to the baby 'morphine'. I probably would have gone without if I knew how blurry my memory would have been that day, that's another reason I'm glad to have this video.

Two days before I gave birth I found out the news, Noah would never talk, cry,run or ever cuddle me back.
For two days I Google stillborn labour to find a video. To no avail. Now maybe this will help someone who is going to go through this and to show others it's nothing like the new soap drama portals it for extra views!

This is a real labour.

Here are some links for facebook support groups;

Stillbirth support- https://www.facebook.com/groups/2373060546/

https://www.facebook.com/groups/154855177902242/

Any child loss-
https://www.facebook.com/groups/angelmumsanddads/