elias' unassisted birth part 3

video had stopped for maybe 5 mins and while things were turned off my water really broke this time. i had thought my water had broke earlier in the day but apparently it didn't and i had just sprung a leak. i'm thankful i was in the water at this point because it made quite a large splash.
i was trying very hard to stay relaxed but my back was hurting and right around 7 mins i start pushing but didn't really know it. as soon as my water broke things picked up immediately.
pj was amazing! he kept me so focused. watching the video i can see transition but at the time i was working so hard i didn't realize it. i had to switch positions in between contractions and the next video starts about 10 mins after this one ends.