What's it for? [GitS:SAC O.S.T 2]

Title: "What's it for?"
Vocal: Emily Curtis
Composer: Yoko Kanno
Album: Ghost in the Shell: Stand Alone Complex O.S.T 2

I really love this song. The image is the cover for the CD.
If you would like to hear more from this lovely album, go buy it.

Lyrics:
I'm not too sure that I can go much farther
I'm really not sure things are even getting better
I'm so tired of the me that has to disagree
And so tired of the me that's in control

I woke up to see the sun shining all around me
How could it shine down on me?
You'd think that it would notice
I can't take anymore
I had to ask myself
"What's it really for?"

Everything I tried to do, it didn't matter
and now I might be better off just rollling over
'cause you know I tried so hard but couldn't change a thing
And it hurts so much I might as well let go

I can't really take the sun shining all around me
Why would it shine down on me?
You'd think that it would notice
I no longer believe
Can't help telling myself
"It don't mean a thing"

I woke up to see the sun shining all around me
How could it shine down on me?
Sun shining all its beauty
Why would it shine down on me
You'd think that it would notice
I can't take anymore
Just had to ask myself
"What's it really for?"